Chris and I had out 4 year anniversary last month and I am currently 17 weeks pregnant! This blog is called Baby Morrison#2 but in all truthfulness should be called Baby Morrison#4. I know its a downer to talk about miscarriage and all the sadness is brings but because of my two losses it had made this beautiful thing called pregnancy so much different than the ones before it. Some times I can't even explain this pregnancy. It's surreal. Most of the time I forget that I'm pregnant and other peoples pregnancy seem realer than my own. I have only one picture of me and my belly and I feel as if I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. So here is to giving my fears to God. Here is letting my baby become real to me!! I don't know you and I'm so afraid to love you but I want you more than you know.
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