18 weeks

Things have been really slow going this past week. We are still settling in to our new home and loving every minuet of it! I still feel like I'm smaller with you than I was with Harper at this stage. Harper was a lazy baby when it came to movements but your a late mover. I have only felt little pops every now and then. I want to feel you kick!! Next Friday is our ultrasound to find out if you are going to be a girl baby or a boy baby. Harper is super excited for you to get here but she also says she doesn't want to share her Mama.
Love you little one<3

 For you created my inmost being; 
 you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
 Psalm 139:13

17 weeks

Chris and I had out 4 year anniversary last month and I am currently 17 weeks pregnant! This blog is called Baby Morrison#2 but in all truthfulness should be called Baby Morrison#4. I know its a downer to talk about miscarriage and all the sadness is brings but because of my two losses it had made this beautiful thing called pregnancy so much different than the ones before it. Some times I can't even explain this pregnancy. It's surreal. Most of the time I forget that I'm pregnant and other peoples pregnancy seem realer than my own. I have only one picture of me and my belly and I feel as if I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop. So here is to giving my fears to God. Here is letting my baby become real to me!! I don't know you and I'm so afraid to love you but I want you more than you know.